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                   I 
                    hacked out this color sketch using my daughter's paint tray. 
                    As is usual with a fast sketch, it has a certain energy the 
                    final piece lacks. 
                     
                    The Crow people saw it and told me to get rid of the 
                    beak. They said it "defaced" the character. 
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                    I thought 
                      the Crow was already pretty ugly and the beak was interesting. 
                      I tried to sneak it in, hoping it wouldn't be as offensive 
                      in the final painting. 
                       
                      Unfortunately, in acrylic it was even more grotesque. They 
                      still rejected it. 
                       
                      Technical note: I made the spectral faces in the background 
                      by laying down a red watercolor wash. On top of the wash 
                      I drew each face in thinned rubber cement. After the faces 
                      dried I painted over the entire thing with black acrylic, 
                      picked up the rubber cement, and there were the red faces. 
                   
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                   The 
                    Crow people accepted the beak in the final drawing, 
                    so long as it was tiny. I'm not sure which version is better. 
                    I guess it really wasn't worth the fight because the piece 
                    wasn't anything personal to begin with. But I still managed 
                    to pour some anguish into it. 
                     
                    Illustrators sometimes have to build a personal head of steam 
                    around an uninteresting project. If you have to paint a cookie 
                    for Keebler, you try to fetishize it somehow, making the chips 
                    chunkier or the sugary coating more surreal. Illustration 
                    is more restrictive than fine art, so the challenge becomes 
                    expressing what the client wants and expressing your own personality 
                    at the same time. 
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